| Thoughts mixed over domestic abuse |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|09:27 pm] |
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A persons meaning,
Thought after thought crossed my mind. A persons meaning is what I tried to re-define. Define me black and white, then define me love and friendship. Now everything that is left and in-between, is what I find to be a persons meaning.
A person is the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep. I’m not lonely or bored
A person that makes you not want to go to sleep at night because your life is better then a dream
A person you call and don’t even have to talk to. |
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| 23 missed calls and a loaded gun |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|05:32 pm] |
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Every day, every day is a new start, a new face and a new accomplishment. We learn from our mistakes and only build in our pride. Simple tasks turn into great adventures, which lead to our so called future. Left or Right is our choices in life. Choosing the direction either makes us or breaks us.
Time is something you can never get back in life; respect it.
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some good ish down here:
“I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me.”
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll crybecause time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back." |
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| pretty days |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|03:51 pm] |
Why do people lie and play games. I don't really understand how a person can say one thing, but want something 100% different. What is the point of dragging something on and on and on when it's not needed. I'm soo sick of drama lately that I'm about to blow my head off while jumping off a large building. All this shit lately has put me back into my old ways, anger problems anyone?
So on better news:
Me,chr1s and n2ck are going to be oil riggers word up..
COWBOY NIGHTS 4 LiFE PLAYA |
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| arghhh |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|01:56 pm] |
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wheres the loaded gun at ... you know what Im sayin? |
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| life |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|08:36 pm] |
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| |  at myself | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bright Eyes | ] |
Everyday I feel like I have so much weight on my shoulders. No matter what I do I can't seem to get it lifted off me. From love life to work and family and friends. Maybe that is the reason I'm trying to leave to the Navy. It's my quick escape from life and my new entry to a new start. Only one thang keeps me going here but that doesn't even seem to be working out for me anymore idk.
Other Notes:
Along with all that I found out my Mom is doing well, and that she is getting out of jail Nov 11th. Now what is kinda strange for me is that she is going to be living right by me.. I don't know how to react to all of this. I haven't spoken to her since she went to the joint. I'm afraid that everything is going to be different and I wont be able to get back the good old times.
ohh ya best new drink of all time
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| starting new fires |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|08:27 pm] |
So me and jason decided to try and start new fires today... We failed due to mr.ni2k playing the mighty forest fire fighter.
Beware of round 2 |
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